Sorry I've neglected you so DA I swear I'll get some art up soon, i have a few sketches of my first comic and random Hellboy fandoms (Chi and Hellboy arm wrestling XD)
I'm back here to dust off the cobwebs of a few of my old songs. You see I'm actually going out for a few auditions for a band, one with some major record lable connections
If I do make it big I'll prolly have to clear a lot of my DA off, (sorry turtle fanatics) due to copyright crap and immage, if I do I'll make a new account with my old stuff and give proper credit, yada yada
Life in 2011 has been one of the crazyeset years of my life, next to the drug filled 2009 era. I got kicked out, lived in a box, lost my best friend of 5 years, lost and gained a few jobs over the past few years. But this one was amazingly wonderful and horrible at the same time.
I marred more out of nasesity than love. don't get my wrong I loved my husband at the time but the person he has developed into is a bitter, darker person I can no longer feel emotion for. I grew depressed, clinically so, at the beginning. But i dug myself out of that hole and am currently pill fee yet again thanks to hard work and someone amazing I met at Otakon. I never really knew the meaning of "Soul mate" until I met this person.
Now to understand my husband and I have and open marriage due to bedroom issues involving sexual deviance I don't participate in. I'm allowed free range of who ever I want but I don't really feel the need to steer out of my comfort zone. But sitting on the floor of a hotel room full of people feeling like the only one in the room to this person was an amazing thing. I knew, after hours of Adventure time, life exp ramblings, Dr. Who, musical similarities, snuggles, being taken care of when sick, comics, everything ....life wouldn't be the same
and it isn't. I'm a strong willed person, coming from the life I had to live for 18 years and the life I chose after. I've pulled myself out of all the shit I let myself get into. I'm in a bit of a limbo situation, between jobs and out of muses. But its a good limbo, I have opportunities, like music, that i can pursue and I can work on getting a better job than I had before, one that doesn't involve book cases falling on my or elivatores breaking down with me in them.
I get distracted, back to Otekon, being with this new person opened my eyes and let me see the world as I once did before, some of it horrific and some of it beautiful beyond words. But I am now motivated to move on with my life and get back to creating. I've been much more public, social, and confident. Loving life and living in joy and bliss with this person for the past 6 months
So in conclusion, I am in limbo between homes, lives, jobs, arts... in life in general. I'll get back to you DA as soon as I crank something decent out ok?
Love you guys
~Weaver












