I have drawn soooooo much lately but haven’t had a scanner or photoshop access in forever.

Well what to say?
It’s insane as always. Collage isn’t as hard as I thought it would be, a lot more work, but not to difficult.
Watch it kick my ass in the next week.
Anyway you know you’ve found the right man if he sings Elvis to you for your third month anniversary. And even though I suck at dates I finally managed to remember, after --he told me a million times – that he turns legal April 11.
SEE I REMEMBER!!!!!
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Thirteen days and about ten hours since the last time I saw his face.
How the hell does he do that to me? I told myself I wouldn’t go into a relation ship before collage but he came along and was perfect. Southern gentleman, silly, intelligent,…blond(even though he wont grow his damn hair our) and can put up with my crazy ass. And he fell in love with my mind—even though it’s screwy—first.
I’m not clingy I just miss him and he misses me.
He’s joining the military when he graduates so like hell I can be clingy when he might be in Iraq this time next year.
Any way, I’ve dropped about thirty to forty pounds since the beginning of the summer and feel great, look damn sexy if I do say so myself. Haha, conceded much? I don’t know exactly how much I’ve lost just that I’ve gone down a pant size and a half and my pants keep trying to fall off without a belt. My room mate is awesome, her name’s Clair.
Yeah, so that how my life’s been, how’s yours?

My 4th of July was fracken awesome.
Yeah I ‘m totally nuts, we had tornado watch and it rained the whole time but still it was great.
My boyfriend bought me fire works and we played with them after we watched the big ones set of on the lake.
FIRE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!
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Yeah pyro’s showing.
We grilled out under a pavilion in the poring rain, the MPs took shelter under the pavilion and we fed one a hotdog. Lol, then yelled at him for using his cover to wipe off the golf cart seat he was riding in. we gave him paper towels.
We chilled there until the big fireworks went off over the lake, my ipod, with its perfect timing played Nicklback’s “If everyone cared”
If that’s not God’s work then shoot me.
Ha, when we got home and he walked me to the door I said, “I bet my dad’s pressed up against the window watching”, so no kiss—damn it!!!—but he did get a discreet nibble from me, lol.
When I came in my dad was glued to the office window—boy, did I call it on the dot.



meh, I can't shange the little mood icon.

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Ok I thought I’d replace that emo journal, it was getting on my nerves.
I get to spend 4th of July with my boyfriend. XD
And his mom…
I haven’t me her in person but she scares me….and I scare her, MWHAHAHAHAHahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
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Yeah, you can tell I’m completely off meds now can’t you?
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You know the one thing I hate about being a military kid is every summer some one you know moves. I love moving but I hate it when every one I have made friends with moves. Well
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I feel like utter shit.
I have three life friends here, the first one I met three years ago on my first day of school.
She moved away four days ago.
The second moved here in the middle of the year of my sophomore year. We’ve bonded in a way I only bonded with one other person, my third friend. Well my second friend married over spring break and she moved today. I’m still waiting for the moving van to come down my street so I can wave good buy, but I think she might have made it go the long rout around, it just hurt too much to leave each other.
Luckily my third friend isn’t military and doesn’t have to move; but she will be on vacation next week.
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I just feel alone, I’ll get over it, like I always do.
I sound so fucking emo!!! Rawr!!!!! I hate it *pokes self in the eye*
And by bf’s going on some lame ass summer came he didn’t even volunteer for, I said he had to bring me back holy water as punishment, he laughed and said the bottle would probably leek and burn him.
~web-chan
Aka
Chi Tenshi